It’s not your fault your not that guy I was getting out of a low point in my life, but I was still vulnerable. I had a pretty bad score in relationships. I was heartbroken. I kept believing this guys that showed me attention, only to leave when they got what they wanted. Then I… Continue reading It’s not your fault your not that guy
Love yourself enough to change.
How to love yourself enough to change. How many of you set goals and then leave them. Every year I tell myself the same things. I’m going to lose the weight, I’m going to be in a relationship, I’m not going to lie anymore, I’m going to write every day, I’m going to do yoga… Continue reading Love yourself enough to change.
When the heart hurts
When the heart hurts… Let it When your soul feels sorrow… Let it When the tears come down your face… Let them Allow yourself to get lost, fall down or not know the answer. Because in the chaos of the unknown, in the mist of suffering is when our souls grow. It’s only through crisis… Continue reading When the heart hurts
Same, same but different
Same, same but different I’m doing a challenge that is called the real is beautiful, and the teacher said this phrase and it struck a chord. “Same, same but different”. It’s funny how if you look, life does give you everything that you need, you might not like it, but it is what you need. … Continue reading Same, same but different
Sleepless night thoughts
Sleepless night thoughts I can’t sleep tonight. Same bull shit as always keeps me awake. How do one get over a feeling of unworthiness? Why do I keep searching my worth in the same people that took it away, more than take it away, they just prove my reasoning that I’m not good enough for… Continue reading Sleepless night thoughts
My list of Forgiveness
My list of Forgiveness I was reading last night about forgiveness. I think I never acknowledge that people, for a fact, are going to hurt me, and it has nothing to do with me. I have hurt people too. It’s part of life I guess, the key to grow from the pain of being hurt… Continue reading My list of Forgiveness
He talks to me when he wants to have sex. And I let him.
He talks to me when he wants to have sex. And I let him. Do I even need to explain the title that I chose for this post? Yes there is a guy that I like, we are kind of friends, and he talks to me when he wants to have sex, and again I… Continue reading He talks to me when he wants to have sex. And I let him.
Can I be that girl?
Can I be that girl? Since I was a young teenage girl I have envision a version of myself that I thought would be my best self. That vision has been alter over the years, but the idea of reaching that best self has not changed. I always think: I’ll be her when I lose… Continue reading Can I be that girl?